Disappointed :(

Hey guys! I want to deliver a speech blablablabla... Oh just by typing it, it makes my mood down very low! You know this morning I attended a speech contest (I've told you about this in my previous post) and I didn't do my best today T-T And at the end, I failed. Ahhh, I was disappointed in myself and 'till now -__- If I can role over the time, I would do my best!! But, it's too late :( Ahhh.... I wish that I won it :'( It sucks!! To have a feeling like this, it's sucks!! I want to cry!! Hiks.... I'm disappointed in myself :(( It just that, I really want to give a trophy to my school, and I really rely in this contest, but unfortunately I failed T_T Ahhh... I want to scream!! I need my best friends, with them I can talk whatever I want, whatever I feel.