The Benefits of Napping -_-ZZzzzZz..

         Do you know that taking a nap gives you numerous benefits? Some expert reveal that taking a nap for a while can decrease the possibility of death by heart attack, especially in young men. A research in Greece also shows that taking a nap for half an hour, at least three times a week, reduces the risk of heart attack by 37%. Other studies have also shown that napping is good for our mental health. A deeps sleep in the middle of the day has other benefits such as:

• Increase productivity

It's not good to force our body to work all day long. If you drink a cup of coffee to rest your mind, why don't you replace it with a nap? It only takes 10 to 20 minutes to freshen you up. As we nap, our body, eyes, and mind will get a deep rest. When you wake up, you will be more alert and more focused on your work.

• Promotes Ideal Weights

Some research believe that sleeping at noon promotes a good body metabolism that results in an ideal weight. That it's a cheap and nice way of losing wight.

• Boots brains performance

Some researchers state that people who take a nap are faster in problem-solving and smarter in taking decisions. Taking a nap also improves our creativity and sharpens our senses and memories.

So, why not we start taking a nap from now?

:9 Yummy~ :9

        Udah pernah nyobain yang namanya bolu ketan hitam? Kalau belum, lo harus coba! Kalo menurut gw, rasanya itu enak tapi unik, pokoknya buat kalian yang suka sama ketan hitam harus wajib nyobain! Jangan sampe nggak! Well, gue dari kemarin itu nyariin ini bolu tapi susah banget! Pas gue ke toko kue, gue tanya ada nggak bolu ketan itam, ehh, dia malah nawarin lemper -_- Aneh banget emang itu toko.

        So, karena susah nyarinya bukan berarti gue nggak bisa makan bolu ini lagi kan?? Mending gu ebuat sendiri di rumah. Buat lo-lo pada yang mau nyobain, bisa bikin di rumah juga kok. Nih, resepnya...

KUE BOLU KETAN HITAM

Bahan:

• 300 gr tepung ketan hitam
• 100 gr tepung ketan putih
• 1 sdt baking powder
• 7 butir telur
• 225 gr gula pasir
• 1 sdt garam
• 1/2 cake emulsifier (kalau suka)
• 125 mil minyak goreng
• 2 sdm susu kental manis
• 2 sdm air kelapa

Cara membuat:

1. Olesi loyang dengan minyak, lalu panaskan dandang. 
2. Ayak tepung ketan hitam, tepung ketan putih, dan baking powder.
3. Kocok telur, gula dan garam sampai gula larut, masukan cake emulsifier. Kocok dengan kecepatan tinggi sampai adonan mengental dan pucat.
4. Masukan bergantian campuran tepung ketan hitam dan putih serta minyak goreng (dua tahap), aduk balik. Campur susu kental mains dan air kelapa.
5. Tambahkan campuran susu kental manis dan air kelapa sedikit demi sedikit ke dalam adonan, aduk hingga rata
6. Tuang adonan ke dalam loyang yang sudah dipanaskan. Kukus selama kurang lebih 25 menit.
7. Keluarkan loyang setelah matang, tunggu hingga dingin lalu potong dengan ukuran sesuai selera

(From: Resep Masakan Indonesia)

Gimana, gampangkan?? Kalo udah jadi, jangan lupa kirim ke gue yahh, he-he-he ;)

Princess by Jirka

Ada seorang pelukis berbakat yang melukis tokoh-tokoh princess disney dalam bentuk jika mereka dalam kehidupan nyata. Yap, namanya adalah Jirka, Jirka Vinse. He's so talented! and these are sketch by Jirka

Princess Jasmine
She's so gorgeous! If I'm a man, I'll marry her!

If mermaid is real. Ariel would be like this.
Stunning!

If Belle be so beautiful like this, I'm sure not Belle who fell in love with Beast.
But Beast who will fall in love with Belle. :**

This is Princess Tiana from Princess And The Frog.
She's so down to earth.

Princess Cinderella.
Who's don't know her? Everyone know her.

Jane from Tarzan.

Snow White
As white as a snow, that's why her name is Snow White

Alice from Alice In The Wonderland
She's soooo Cuteee :* Love her!

Rapunzel
So sweet like a caramel

Mulan
She has something that I don't know what it is. She's so eye-catching!

Esmerelda
Her sexiness can makes all men in this world fall for her

Megara from Hercules
I think she's in a bad mood because she works with Hades

                                                  

Pochahontas
Like a model... Awww

Aurora from Sleeping Beauty
Honestly, she looks old in this paint. But no prob, she is stunning

Ursula
Like a demon and drag queen. But still cool

My Song List

Musik. Banyak definisi mengenai musik. Tapi bagi gue musik itu kata-kata yang sulit digambarkan, musik itu sebuah ungkapan hati, sebuah hiburan yang memiliki banyak arti. Ok, gue tau itu jauh dari definisi sebenernya, tapi tak apalah namanya juga pendapat (y).

Musik sering banget gue gunain buat menyalurkan perasaan gue, entah itu senang, sedih, desperate, mad, lonely, etc. Sering kali kalo gue lagi sedih, gue pasti bersenandung sesuka gue. Terkadang saat gue bersenandung, gue bisa nangis. Wow, how great is the power of music??

Nah, jujur sebenernya gue nggak terlalu bisa main alat musik, jadi yang gue sering lakukan adalah mendengarkan musik dan lagu. But, gue lebih suka dengerin lagu daripada dengerin alunan musik tak berlirik. So, these are my favorite songs:

• The Climb by Miley Cyrus ->> Lagu ini biasa gue dengerin dimasa-masa terlemah gue. Contoh pas gue kalah di kompetsi IPA. Menurut gue, lagu ini pas banget buat didengerin dimana kita merasa udah nggak sanggup, udah nyerah, putus asa, desperate. You should listen to this.
• Make Some Noise by Hannah Motana ->> Lagu ini juga gue dengerin dimasa-masa terlemah gue, dimana banyak orang yang menjatuhkan gue, yang mengecewakan gue, yang mengecilkan gue. Cocok banget untuk menambah semangat kita saat kita ingin membuktikan ke orang lain kalau kita bisa.
• Kekasih Sejati Ku by Monita ->> Menurut gue, ini lagu yang bisa masuk ke dalam semua love story gue (malu u.u). Entah lah~ Pokoknya kalau gue lagi berkhayal yang jauh dan tinggi, pasti ujung-ujungnya gue ngedengerin lagu ini.
• Enchanted by Taylor Swift ->> Ini lagu favorite gue. Dan kadang juga mengartikan gue. Jadi gue itu gampang banget dibikin terpesona (dalamkeadaantertentu) dan lagu ini menunjukkan itu. Thnks to Taylor Swift, I don't have to say anything, just have to listen to this and I feel relief.
• The Story Of Us by Taylor Swift ->> Menurut gue, lagu ini menggambarkan bagaimana seorang pasangan yang dulunya saling menyayangi jadi putus dan mereka kepengen balikan tapi mereka malu untuk mengakui kalau mereka masih saling suka. Ahhh... You're so smart Swft!
• Stuck In The Moment by Justin Bieber ->> Dulu lagu ini menggambarkan gue dengan teman gue. Udah lumayan lama sih, tapi setiap ngedengerin lagu ini gue jadi flashback #eaa.
• Innocent by Avril Lavigne ->> Lagu yang membuat gue sedih seketika. Sangat perlu lo dengerin kalau perasaan lo lagi pingin nagis tapi nggak bisa. Dengan gampangnya lagu ini bisa bikin gue nangis. (lebay ah)
• Get It Right by Glee ->> Ini lagu sedih banget... Kadang gue juga dengerin lagu ini kalau gue lagi dalam keadaan berbuat salah dan pingin ngulang dari awal. Berharap ada kesempatan ke-dua, tapi sayangnya udah nggak ada yang percaya lagi. Sedih ya... Bisa dibilang gue ngedengerin lagu ini saat gue kecewa atau mengecewakan.

Oke, menurut gue segitu dulu lagu-lagu yang bisa gue kasih ke lo. Tapi tetep, lagu-lagu ini nggak selalu perlu gue denger dalam keadaan tertentu. Gue bisa dengerin lagu-lagu ini sesuka hati gue. bye!!

#curhatanadmin T-T

Kalau dibilang sedih iya, dibilang biasa aja juga iya. Rempong ya? Gini lho, jadi kemarin-kemarin gue ulangan fisika, dan saking PD-nya, satu hari sebelum ulangannya, gue nggak belajar seperti biasa karena gue yakin nilai gue bakal dapet bagus. Dan kemarin, ulangannya dibagiin, dan lo tau apa?? Nilai gue super-duper jelek! Yang biasanya gue dapet kepala sembilan, sekarang gue kepala enam T-T Jauh banget! Dan yang lebih parahnya lagi, yang lulus di kelas gue itu cuman anak lima besar kecuali gue T_T Hiks, itu menyakitkan.

Dan tadi, gue abis merenung, dan gue sadar. Gue lagi dilema dengan nilai gue yang bagus-bagus. Karena gue ke-PD-an, jadi gue ngerasa gue nggak perlu belajar giat-giat banget soalnya pasti nilai gue juga bakal bagus. Mungkin gara-gara itu, gue dikasih pelajaran dari Tuhan. Dan gue sadar, gue nggak bisa nyalahin orang lain (misalnya guru gue), karena ini emang kesalahan gue sendiri. Saat merenung itu, gue bilang gini "Glor, lo nggak boleh kayak gini terus. Nilai lo jadi menurun! Jangan dilema, seperti yang mama dan bu bekti (wali kelas gue) bilang. Mentang-mentang lo juara satu dan nilai antara juara satu dan juara duanya jauh, lo jadi santai dan tepatnya meremehkan pelajaran! Bangun glok! Bangun!". And now, I have that spirit. The spirit to make my score be better than anyone in my class. Juga, gue nggak boleh santai dan harus buat strategi supaya nilai gue nggak turun.

My Favorite Photos

This is my Senior

These are Quotes

tumblr. photos

Make Some Noise by Hannah Montana

It's easy to feel like you're all alone
To feel like nobody knows
The great that you are, the good that's inside you
Is trying so hard to break through

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
I will be there with you all of the way
You'll be fine

Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being yourself
That's more than enough

So come on and raise your voice
Speak your mind and make some noise
And sing - Hey! Hey!
Make some noise - Hey! Hey yeah!

You want to be known
You want to be heard
And you know you are beautiful
You have so much give
Some change you wanna live
So shout it out and let it show

You have a diamond inside of your heart
A light shines bright as the stars
Don't be afraid to be all that you are
You'll be fine


Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being yourself
That's more than enough



So come on and raise your voice
Speak your mind and make some noise
And sing - Hey! Hey!
Make some noise - Hey! Hey yeah!


You can't just sit back and watch the world change
It matters what you've got to say
There's no one else who can stand in your place
So come on it's never too late

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try


Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being yourself
That's more than enough


So come on and raise your voice
Speak your mind and make some noise
And sing - Hey! Hey!
Make some noise - Hey! Hey yeah!
Hey! Hey! Make some noise
Speak your mind and make some noise

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Make some noise

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Make some noise

Set Fire To The Rain by Adele

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you
I could stay there, close my eyes
Feel you here, forever
You and me together, nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win


But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name


I set fire to rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew that
That was the last time, last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door
Now that you've gone, must be waiting for you
Even now when it's already over
I can't help myself from looking for you


I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name



I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin' die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, last time


Oh, no
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn

Hanya Memuji by Marcell

Sejenak aku pun terpana
Melihat dia di depanku
Dia menjerat hatiku
Menatapku kejam

Di sini di dalam dadaku
Ada getar luput tak ku sebut
Dia menjerat hatiku
Menatap tajam

Reff:
Kuakui tubuhku melunglai
Sempat kumemuji dalam hatiku
Jangan pikir aku kan mencinta
Ku hanya kagumi, hanya memuji

Di sini di dalam dadaku
Ada getar luput tak ku sebut
Dia menjerat hatiku
Menatapku tajam

Back to Reff

Lagu Wajib dan Lagu Nasional

Helloo....
Sekarang anak muda itu jarang banget menyanyikan lagu wajib atau pun lagu naional. Yang mereka sering nyanyikan itu lagu-lagu pop, lagu-lagu asing, jarang lagu wajib atau lagu nasional mereka nyanyikan. Bahkan mungkin mereka tidak tau lagu wajib Indonesia itu yang mana dan lagu nasional Indonesia itu yang mana.
Jujur ya, gue sendiri juga nggak banyak tau lagu nasional ataupun wajib. Tapi gue bersyukur, kalau di sekolah gue itu setiap hari Rabu sebelum motivasi ada kegiatan menyanyikan lagu wajib atau lagu nasional.
Sekarang gue mau nanya, ada berapa lagu wajib atau lagu nasinal yang lo tau, bukan cuman judulnya doang yang lu tau tapi sama syair-syairnya? Kalau kurang dari 5, waduhh... gawat banget! Udah lebih dari 10 tahun lo tinggal di Indonesia tapi cuman sedikit doang lagu wajib or lagu nasional yang lo tau? Kalo jadi lo sih, gue malu! Malu banget! Lagi pula, dibalik menghapal lagu wajib/nasional itu kan ada pengetahuan yang kita dapat. Contohnya, seperti di lagu "Surabaya", kalau lo tau lagunya lo nggak usah susah-susah ngafalin pelajaran sejarah tentang kenapa tanggak 10 November itu disebut sebagai hari pahlawan, nggak cuman lagu itu doang, ada banyak lagi!

Jadi, gue saranin buat kita-kita, secara kita itu generasi muda dan para penerus bangsa Indonesia, harus mulai mengetahui kalau bisa malah mengahafal lagu wajib/nasional sebanyak mungkin.
Nggak lucu kan kalau misalnya lo orang Indonesia yang sudah lebih dari 10 tahun tinggal di Indonesia dan sampai sekarang cuman dikit lagu wajib/nasional Indonesia yang lo tau? Dan nggak lucukan kalau kita ditanya sama seseorang tentang lagu wajib/nasional dan kita nggak tau apa-apa? Lo nggak maukan mempunyai pengalaman kayak gitu?

Rayuan Pulau Kelapa by Ismail Marzuki

Tanah airku Indonesia
Negeri elok amat ku cinta
Tanah tumpah darah ku yang mulia
Yang ku puja sepanjang masa

Tanah airku aman dan makmur
Pulau kelapa yang amat subur
Pulau melati pujaan bangsa
Sejak dulu kala

Melambai-lambai
Nyiur di pantai
Berbisik-bisik
Raja Kelana

Memuja pulai
Nan indah permai
Tanah air ku
Indonesia

Informasi

Oke, untuk post kali ini gue mau memberi sedikit informasi tentang blog gue. Stelah lu lihat-lihat post gue, ada beberapa macam model blog yah.

Model-model post di The Other Side of The Door:

1. Lirik-lirik lagu (Label: LYRICS)
2. Foto atau gambar (Label: Photos)
3. Post yang bertuliskan tentnag pendapat gue mengenai sesuatu (Label: MY OPINION)
4. Suatu cerita yang memiliki amanat yang banyak (Label: Kata-kata)
5. Tentang informasi/ news (Label: News)
6. Cerita pendek tentang perjalanan hidup seperti diary (Label: Song of the Heart)

Ok, untuk saat ini gue hanya memiliki 6 macam model post yang ada di blog gue. Tapi, gue yakin akan ada  model post lain yang akan ada di blog gue. So, stay tune guys!!

Announcement :O

Hello, you're reading your admin's post here!! :O ._.

Sip. Ok, gue mau kasih pengumuman, tepatnya si pemberitahuan bahwa sekarang blog gue ada cerita-cerita pendek (sangat pendek, tapi sebarnya nggak bisa dibilang cerpen juga sih -_-) yang bisa bersangkut paut dengan lagu. Sudah ada dua post yang gue publish di blog gue (Speak Now dan I Wanna Know You). Dan cuman pemeberitahuan, kalau lo pikir itu adalah diari gue, lo salah. Itu cuman iseng-iseng gue aja kok, dari pada gue bikin cerpen yang bertokoh banyak dan nggak bakal selesai juga, lebih baik buat kayak gitu.

That's all! For more information, stay tune in "What's Happening"!! :D

I Wanna Know You by Hannah Montana

Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh

When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

Gonna guess that you're the kind
To stay what's on your mind
But you listen when I have something to show you

There's a mark above your eye
You got it in July
You're fighting for your sister's reputation

You remember people's names
And violent times are lame
So I bring you flowers just for no occasion ohh

Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh
I wanna know you
Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh
I wanna go there where you go

I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
Sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

You smile and never shout
You stand out in a crowd
You make the best of every reputation

Correct me if I'm wrong
You're fragile and you're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination yeah


Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh
I wanna know you
Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh
I wanna go there where you go

I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
Sit back and say to myself

I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

I thought so, whoa, yeah


Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh (yea yea)
I wanna know you
Whoa oh, whoa oh, whoa oh (yea yea)
I wanna go there where you go


I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
Sit back and say to myself



I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

I Wanna Know You

Saat-saat seperti tadi sangat ingin ku ulang. Ya, saat dimana aku dapat melihat mu lebih dekat. Dekat? Pasti kalian kira aku sudah ada kemajuan, tetapi sebenarnya tidak. Aku bisa melihat mu secara lebih dekat, hanya berjarak empat meter. Lumayan bukan? Biasanya, aku hanya bisa melihatmu dari pintu kelas ku ke pintu kelas mu yang dibatasi oleh tangga. Senang rasanya dua hari berturut-turut kau ada di luar kelas.

Biasanya aku hanya dapat melihat mu saat jam istirahat. Itu pun terkadang. Sebenarnya musim ujian itu menguntungkan juga ya? Saat ujian, pasti di salah satu pelajaran ada yang mengambil ruangan di koridor kelas. Dengan begitu, aku dengan mudah dapat melihat mu. Terdengar berlebihan, bukan? Menurut ku juga begitu. Tapi mau bagaimana lagi, hanya itu lah sarana yang dapat aku gunakan tuk melihat mu. Kasian sekali bukan?

Saat aku sampai di rumah, aku melihat daftar lagu di handphone ku, dan kamu tahu apa? Aku menemukan lagu yang berjudul “I Wanna Know You”. Judul lagu itu melambangkan perasaanku saat ini. Ku rasa, kau perlu mendengarnya, siapa tahu mungkin perasaan kita sama.

“When I saw you over there, I didn’t mean to stare but my mind was everywhere, I wanna know you. ... I wanna know you, I wanna go there where you go,” pembukaannya saja sudah menggambarkan perasaan ku.

“ You smile and never shout, you stand out in a crowd, you make the best of every situation. I like how you are with me, in our future history.”  OMG! That’s so me ._.

Yes, it’s true that when I saw you over there, I didn’t mean to stare but my mind was everywhere and my heart said “I wanna know you”. The truth is I really wanna know you , I really want to go there where you go. When I saw you, you just smile and never shout, you stand out in a crowd. In my dream, I like how you are with me in our future history. Ahh...

Speak Now by Taylor Swift

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in paste;
And she is yelling at the bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shape like a pastry

This is surely not what you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they say "speak now"

Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ stars to play
A song that sounds like a deathmarch

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited
By your lovely bride to be

She floats down the aisle
like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me (don't cha?)


Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they say "speak now"


Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running
And they say "speak now"

Oh oh oh! (said speak now)

I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever hold your peace"
There's the silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shakin' hands
All eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only lookin' at you


I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl!
(Ha!)

So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running
And they say "speak now!"

And you say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when I'm out
Of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
"Speak now"

Speak Now

“Don’t say yes, run away now. I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the back door. Don’t wait or say a single vow, you need to hear me out.”

Mungkin itu kata-kata yang akan aku ucapkan ke kamu kalau kamu ditembak orang lain. I know, it seems freak, but it’s true! Kalau kamu ditembak orang lain, aku akan mengatakan itu. Too bad, keberanian ku tidak akan kuat untuk menyampaikannya pada mu.

Kamu mungkin hanya tau nama ku saja, tidak mengenal ku, aku pun begitu. Aku hanya bisa melihat mu dari jauh. Status sosial kita hanya sebuah kakak kelas dan adik kelas yang hanya tau sekedar nama. Tidak berani menyapa, tidak berani berbicara walau dalam satu acara. Hanya berani untuk memandang dari jauh tanpa sepengetahuan orang lain.

Aku berandai-andai menjadi teman mu. Bagiku, hanya menjadi teman itu cukup untuk saat ini, asalkan aku bisa berbicara dengan mu dan mengetahui kamu orang yang seperti apa, itu cukup. Jujur, aku malu untuk mengakui bahwa aku suka sama kamu. Sebenarnya, aku bingung. Apakah aku suka pada mu, atau hanya sekedar mengkagumi mu? Pertanyaan yang sulit bagi ku untuk menjawabnya. Aku juga pernah berkhayal, aku menjadi pacar mu. Saat aku memikirkannya, aku malu dan sedikit senang. But in reality, it’s too far to catch. Too high for me.

Andaikan suatu hari kamu menghampiriku dan menyapa ku, saat kamu melakukan itu aku pasti bingung dan akan memasang wajah cuek. Tapi pada saat aku memikirkannya kembali, aku pasti merasa sangat senang dan imajinasiku akan mulai membawaku pergi dari kenyataan. Hari demi hari kamu menyapa ku, dan hari esoknya selain menyapa ku, kamu juga akan memulai percakapan dengan ku. Kita berbicara tanpa henti hingga waktu yang memberhentikan kita.

Ahh... berimajinasi itu menyenangkan, bukan? Kita dapat membuat skenario sesuka kita, sesuka hati kita. Kita dibawanya pergi dari kenyataan sebentar, dan membuat kita bahagi. Tapi saat kita tersadar kembali, kita akan menyesal telah berimajinasi tentang hal itu. Karena, imajinasi itu tidak akan menjadi kenyataan. Sulit untuk menjadikannya nyata.

Tapi, jujur, aku tetap berharap demikian dan entah bagaimana aku selalu berimajinasi tentang kita, kau dan aku. Tapi sepertinya aku harus berhenti melakukannya. Karena itu terlalu menyakitkan bagi ku. Tapi jika tak bisa, apa yang akan kulakukan? Akankah aku menjadi seperti tokoh-tokoh yang sering aku baca di novel-novel? Adik kelas yang tidak berani untuk menyatakan apa yang dia rasakan, bahkan pada sahabatnya? Sungguh menyakitkan dan menyedihkan.

#curhatanadmin ._.

"Cita-cita lo apa?" Gue yakin lo pasti punya jawabannya. Beda sama gue. Gue kalo ditanya mau jadi apa, gue pasti jawab "dokter" tapi sebenernya gue masih bingung, gue mau jadi dokter apa nggak. Gimana ya... dulu gue itu optimis banget kalo gue udah besar gue mau jadi dokter. Tapi makin ke sini, gue jadi bimbang. Dan kemaren, tiba-tiba mama dan kakak gue ngebahas tentang cita-cita kakak gue di mobil, terus ganti topik jadi tentang Indonesia. Nah pas di topik Indonesia itu, papa dan kakak gue ngebahas tentang ekonomi dan berujung ke dunia pertanian (kemana-mana ya bahan bicaranya ._.). Pas itu gue jadi tertarik tentang dunia pertanian dan tiba-tiba gue punya rasa kalau gue harus kerja di bidang pertanian supaya bidang pertanian Indonesia bisa maju. Saat itu, gue tegasin diri gue buat masuk IPB (Institut Pertanian Bogor) dan ngambil jurusan pertanian. Udah lumayan fix tuh cita-cita gue, tapi tadi pas gue lagi buka twitter gue liat tweet yg bilang "Pekerjaan cocok untuk aries: ..., ..., ..., dokter, ... ." Di situ, gue langsung bimbang lagi! Gue bingung, gue mau jadi dokter apa yang di bidang pertanian itu?? Arghh... Bingung gue!! Sepertinya, gue harus berfikir buat masa depan gue mulai sekarang ._. Ok then, wish your admin luck guys!! ;)

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step i'm taking
Every move I make feels
lost with no direction
my faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my hand held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose


Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!


There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose


Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb


Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Disappointed :(

Hey guys! I want to deliver a speech blablablabla... Oh just by typing it, it makes my mood down very low! You know this morning I attended a speech contest (I've told you about this in my previous post) and I didn't do my best today T-T And at the end, I failed. Ahhh, I was disappointed in myself and 'till now -__- If I can role over the time, I would do my best!! But, it's too late :( Ahhh.... I wish that I won it :'( It sucks!! To have a feeling like this, it's sucks!! I want to cry!! Hiks.... I'm disappointed in myself :(( It just that, I really want to give a trophy to my school, and I really rely in this contest, but unfortunately I failed T_T Ahhh... I want to scream!! I need my best friends, with them I can talk whatever I want, whatever I feel.

Thanks God It's Friday!!

Hello, back with your admin again ;) Thanks god it's Friday!! If god didn't create Friday, I don't know what will happen with my stamina. And if there is no Fridays, thus there is no saturdays too. Can you imagine?!! Sunday, monday, tuesday, thursday, to Sunday?!! OMG!! Then we don't have any days to rest a whole day! Wow~ I hate that sentence! Well then, cause there is Fridays so we must gratitude to God. Hahahaha, well then, like i said before.... Thanks God It's Friday!!!!